disappointment

It's always heart-breaking to me, even when you don't know a person very well, when you find out how they really feel about you. I think it's even worse when you've stood up for them, when you've defended them in front of other people. It's like getting stabbed in the back. It makes me want to retreat to a deep, dark hole in the wilderness, or retire to a remote island. Sometimes it makes me want to give up on humanity all together.

I'll be ok t'm'row. I usually am. But tonight...let's just say that my feelings are hurt.